HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR FOLKS!!!

Haha CTS lecture victims would probably have squirmed at the last word over there.

Anyway I am in KL!!! and my chinese new year started off with diarrhoea. But that didn't deter the angbao collection. hurhur

Seems like we're always playing hide and seek with each other huh!

Gawd I feel like I'm gonna have to go to the toilet again. arggghhh

Chinese New Year this year is going to be a busy one with assignment due dates looming ahead next week. Argh. And so I thought back about what I was doing around this time last year. We were painting our nails in the geog room!

This year I'm packing my work to be brought over to KL. I sigh. I'm partly to blame for my plight because as the same story goes, I always procrastinate.

My limbs are aching like hell. Perhaps they got a little more toned (I wish).

$#^#$%#%$#%$%^$&%&^%#^%&$%^%. I am irritated to the highest degree. UNREASONABLE PRICK!

I'M GOING TO HAVE A FIT.

I HAD CLEAN FORGOTTEN ABOUT CORRINE MAY'S CONCERT AND NOW THAT I REMEMBER THE TICKETS ARE ALL FREAKING SOLD OUT.

SIGH.

Sunday defined happiness to a new level. : ) : ) : ) Thanks for everything.

I feel rather tired out today though. Perhaps due to the tuition session last night and 2 continuous days of full on lessons. Assignments pouring in, I've to write up a to-do list already!!!

Hmmm as I'm typing this Kimberly Chow is screaming her lungs out. And ferociously batting her eyelashes at the usher. hurhurhur I hope she doesn't lose her voice because I will laugh at her.

I haven't met Cher in a long while. I miss her : (

In all randomness, sometimes we just gotta take a different perspective to the things that happen to us. As I try to tell myself more often than once, be optimistic and God will help do the rest.

Chinese New Year is at the end of this week but I am getting fatter. Shit.

This was a post meant for last saturday.

!#%$^$%^

After typing an entire long entry, its GONE.

Shittemama man.

Anyway, I shall retype what I wrote. I want to thank all for the sweet concern with regards to my last entry. : ) I'm feeling really much better. Well as I said, its just one of my URGH! days. You know how its like when you feel really down so you switch on the radio and the -just-the-right-song- comes along? Well in my case it was Christina Aguilera's "Beautiful". I felt instantly inspired to keep myself going.

I went for the once in a bluemoon facial with mum today. And I felt rather "suaku" perhaps cos I haven't gone for ages thus it felt quite funny. The whole session lasted for about 2 hours!!! I was aching a little at the end of it. No wonder a patient has bedsores. Hurhur ok bad joke. Anyway the mask thing which she put on my eyes got increasingly hotter 5 mins after application. So I was there feeling helpless on the bed, waving my hands in front of my eyes to check if they were on fire. Yes it was THAT hot. I probably looked quite idiotic but what kind of mask is this!!!! The should use the relaxing cool ones instead of this burning one. Mum then signed on another package which gives spa facials for sis and me! Wheeeeee : ) Now we can have our regular facials. I have to abstain from oily stuff for the next week or so. I got an outbreak under my right eye! -unleashing the bimboness in me-

Then we headed to Bugis to get dad's belt punched followed by lunch at the normal crystal jade macau. Heavenly Food!

I've gotta introduce the new place i found to shop for shoes!!!

Place: Sole Lovers in Robinsons, Raffles City

Ranging from flats to heels to cute little pumps, the comfort of the shoes, indescribable! And the shoes are really fashionable as well. A little pricey however, 59.90 to 89.90. But for the comfort you get, I'd say its really worth it. Pamper your tired feet! I spotted this pair of flats at the discount rack for 48.90. I contemplated for awhile before deciding to give it a pass cos I just bought a pair of shoes last week. But the comfort is taking up my entire mind. So I think I'm just going to get it.

I'm trying to be less of a shopaholic, REALLY. But when something sticks in my mind all the time I cannot tahan. It's a very practical shoe anyway because I know I'd wear it almost everywhere. But yeah anyway, go check it out if you're somewhere there. Try on one pair and you'd know why I'm absolutely swooning over this brand.

Well I guess that's about it for now then. For this weekend at least, I'm a happy bunny!

Amidst all my insecurities, I hope that one reason is enough to sustain the fire within.

Perhaps it's just one of those i-hate-myself days,

Perhaps it was all just accumulated,

Perhaps it'll pass soon.

Perhaps, just give me some time to find my self confidence back.

It has hit an all time bottom.

Lazy wednesday morning.

I don't really have much to blog about recently because my life has basically evolved around school, work, tuition and fill-in-the-blank-yourself. Plus things that have happened which I think are blog-worthy I would never blog about because I don't want my readers to cringe and wither away in front of their own computers.

Haha I am spouting nonsense am I??

Am looking forward to this weekend.

Sudden thought: I'd rather be in a mass of strangers knowing that one person very well, rather than be in a mass of familiar faces, but have no one I can really relate to.

Shall go get ready to meet my cousin then. Toodles!

I'm getting quite excited. Plans for upcoming trips during the long 3 month holiday are beginning to materialise!!!! We've got all the dates drawn up and so I'm hyped up!!! : ) : )

Then comes problem numero one: money.

Sigh. No more unneccessary spending from now on!!! (ok maybe the specs wasn't really that necessary cos I can live with blurred ones as I don't wear them often. argghh) Well let's just say that resolution comes into effect from tmr then. Heh.

Well today was a pretty good day. For once, I woke up with the sun shining brightly on my face. Quite to my dismay of feeling hot in the morning, but at least the sun came out!!! So I went for a jog, dragging my aching legs and bummed around before giving tuition at night. I did some work too! : )

My tuition kid is becoming rather chatty. And he asks funny questions. Aps is soo infatuated with him. haha she thinks he's so cute. Well he is la, in a very cheeky way and his cousin ran over in the midst of tuition. I had to ask him to SCRAM HOME. geez! He didn't learn his spelling because his father was sick. -_-"""

Anyway chatting with kim now brings back memories of my crazy days with Janice when we were mad about __. Hahahahaha the concerts that we went too and swooned our pathetic hearts at. It's so damn funny now that I think about it. Haha Jan let's go for another concert sometime when you're back. We'll bring the house down! Hope you're doing fine back in exeter btw : )

That's about it from me today then!!! I'm waiting for my tvb to start. I hope the sun shines again tmr!

My printer does not like me.

ARRRRGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH. EVERYTIME I TRY TO PRINT IT TELLS ME THERE IS A PROBLEM. WHAT PROBLEM?!?!?!?!?!?!

This is not fair. When he prints it's perfectly working.

WHAT IN THE TORPEDOES?!?!?!

*breathe* I think I officially give up on it. Print in school instead.

Actually upon observing the weather it's actually quite london-like. Just that we can't wear our nice trench coats and go walk in the rain with mist blowing out as we breathe.

Class again later, then the week is officially over. Yay.

It is pouring, again.

What depressing weather!!!! When it rains it feels good being snug under the thick comforter or you know you know.... Better still if I had a cup of milo and a good read. Of which now I have to replace with the readings, and so within 5 minutes of reading I would have prolly drifted far away already.

Oh man we just thought of the same thing! Hahaha : )

Every semester I come to a realization that my self discipline is near zero. Argh. But the weather really does play a part. I think the only time I really move around the house is when the rain gets too heavy thus I have to go close the kitchen windows.

Did I mention that my new tuition kid is damn cute?? (so far). He told me just now that he hated papayas because they smell bad. like HAHAHAHAHAHAHA papaya got smell meh??? And he imitates my hp msg tone. Like all other primary one bouncing kids, he always gives me a cheeky smile when he can't remember or doesnt know the answer. Teaching him spelling is a damn pain.in.the.ass! But so far still good.. I like teaching him!

School has been alright so far too.. assignments slowly but surely drifting in but still manageable IF the weather picks up from its depressing spell.

Anyway I went to Mount Faber last night and it has become so beauutiful! The toilets are seriously, the nicest I've ever seen. If u knew me you'd know I'm a toilet freak. In fact you can say I'm a walking "approved" toilets directory. So this one is a MUST VISIT. I even took some pictures!!! Will post them up the next time. : )

It is so cold I don't want to take a shower! *moans*

Cher's birthday party was FUN FUN FUN!!!! It was held at McDonalds West Coast Park. Deprived childhood I know, but it was the first time I ever attended a McDees party. And we brought out our inner child by playing "blow wind blow" and "musical chairs". It was quite entertaining la hurhur.

Aside from the part where Janice freaking chased me with the scary rocket like sparklers.

Cher was such a pretty doll. : ) : ) And I'm glad she liked the bag! Yay! I like it alot too. Hahaha so cher, can we share the bag?!

And Janice is seriously a kick-ass driver. She makes me wanna go learn how to drive as soon as i have the financial means to as well.

All in all yesterday was a fab day.

Perhaps I shouldnt let things get me down so easily. Then I'll always be a happy berry!

BIRTHDAY GIRL!!!!! 

randomly taken 

everybody!!!!! 

The ironies of life and how one balances it out.

I'm still trying to strike a balance.

So just give me some time.



I've been having too many insecurities of late. Thus I cannot quite calm my mind down to think rationally and I keep forgetting things. Have I ever mentioned I absolutely hate the first week of school because it means having to go into a class to discover who's in the same tutorial class as you? I was never a creature of change.

Concurrently however I have been happy in the simplest ways.

Oh well, it's always give and take right. I just need to stabilise!

I woke up to a perfect morning, and I'm still smiling about it. : ) : )

Thank you.

The first day of school was worse than I had imagined. Or maybe I'd been having too much fun such that school brought about periodical anxieties and an erratic heartbeat.

I was almost entirely distressed by the first half of the day. Too much information to digest and everything went by in a whirl. Upon knowing that my only break for the day was to be taken up by another lecture, I couldn't help but sulk.

So I hereby dedicate monday nights to... SANDWICH MAKING NIGHTS.

For this semester I will have lessons every tuesday from 0830 to 1730 without any breaks in between.

Gasp. I think they realised I was too fat so they decided to starve me.

Readings to collect, books to purchase, assignments up already. HOW CAN I NOT BE STRESSED. ok breathe in... breathe out...

Oh well after a hard day at uni I spent a fruitful hour in Jurong point and that really lifted up my spirits. Everything just seemed right again then.

So mum and sis came and we had a stomach burning dinner at siam kitchen, before mum and i went to do our hair!!! wheeeeeee and so i requested for the sibeh yandao hairstylist. MUHAHAHAHA and had a good one and a half hour beo-ing session. No la I'm bullshitting. He was damn cute but he didn't let me beo for so long. HAHAHA anyway. So now I've got a nicer shade of hair and a kawaii fringe!! hoho I like it very much!!!

When I feel rich again then I will go do a digital perm. : ) : )

So the day ends well after all. If only everyday could be without the anxieties and unnecessary stress. Perhaps I should make a new year resolution after all, and that is to be less paranoid.

The 2nd of January makes me wanna shout...

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO MY DARLING CHARISSA TAN MAO MAO!!!!!!

Being her friend for 8 years has been truly awesome. Though we only really became damn good friends about 4 years back but it's all been fantastic! Cher tan as I mostly refer to her as, listens to my every whim and complaint and she always cheers me up. One who's willing to search for new places with me, as well as go swimming!! She's full of practicality and sociological stuffs and she tries to de-fuzz me all the time. Cher's super up to date with the latest diet fads and she's just really amazing in her own way.

That's why... I love Cher Tan alot!!!

And so I hope this sweet girl will be blessed in everything that she does and may her 21st year be more than a blast. : ) : ) : )

Cheers to more years of friendship honey!! enjoy your bigggg day!